Premenstrual, moody, feeling heaviness and grief moving through my body... yet still feeling peaceful, calm and in love with life. It really isn't EITHER OR anymore. It is BOTH AND MORE. It is as if I can feel anything at the same time, moving through me as if I am a vessel. - THIS - (except for being premenstrual) has become standard for me, especially ever since the lockdown started and - with it - many inner processes, that opened the space for me to dance with my shadows, grow, heal and mature on a whole new level. *So even if the world slowly seems to go back to its usual speed, I am still in my cave feeling it all, integrating the lessons learned, facing a shitload of anger about the fact that most of us have not learned ANYTHING. However, this has only been the beginning and the next decade will give us plenty opportunities to transform. *breeeeathe*
〰️ KALI - MA 〰️
The upcoming FULL MOON in Scorpio will shine her light on our collective and personal shadows once again (depending on your personal chart, you will experience intense transformational energies in different areas of life). When luna in bloom wears the costume of Scorpio, she appears as KALI MA - the DARK ASPECT OF THE MOTHER. Her lesson? Showing us the beauty of the dark and of our depths. In her light aspect she celebrates death as part of life, riding her dragon (instead of aiming to kill it), owning her power and welcoming transformation like Mother Nature does with every season. She actually craves for destruction of the un-essential in order to make SPACE for the essential!
Yet, in her shadow aspect she has to overcome her attachment and stagnation... therefore her fear of death and letting go. She holds on to her emotions, to people, relationships, to her possessions, to money, to the pain of the past, to her trauma. Keeping her pain alive - mainly unconsciously - she can become quite toxic and emotionally manipulative, being afraid of abandonment.
〰️ TAURUS-SCORPIO-AXIS 〰️
So on Thursday, the Sun in earthly Taurus and the Moon in deep-water Scorpio will oppose each other. The Taurus-Scorpio polarity emphasizes the concept of FORM (Taurus) vs. transFORMation (Scorpio). While Taurus deals with matter, personal values, material goods, earthly delights, our physical body and its senses, possessions and security, Scorpio rules the destruction of form, shared possessions, change, depth - for example in our sexuality - and transformation* on all levels.
The Sun in Taurus encourages happiness with the simple, tangible things in life, while the Scorpio Moon draws our attention to complexities, intangibles and mysteries.
-- Neglecting either end of the axis will surely backfire on us. Ideally, a balance should be found between the two energies, and this is what the Full Moon invites us to do --
〰️ ILLUMINATION 〰️
With the Luna bright and full, symbolic “illumination” occurs in our own lives. However, these new feelings and revelations are emotional ones, as emotions burst forth into our consciousness. And this Luna is intense! We might erupt like a volcano, cause much has been building inside of us and now is the time when the energy of the cosmos fairly demands that we let it out.
It’s time to express ourselves and to let things out of our systems. Of course, we might want to exercise some care while doing so, knowing that what is coming out of us is not particularly rational as yet. Full Moons are about exposing or illuminating issues that are already there, but that have not yet been dealt with!
〰️ NEPTUNE in harmony with Sun and Moon 〰️
Neptune is in harmony with the Sun and Moon, which indicates that higher, spiritual forces are supporting and reminding us right now that life holds us. YOU ARE ALWAYS BEING HELD. You are an epic, divine and limitlessly abundant human being, ready and not only capable, but also fucking needed for this huge shift, supported by the cosmos.
👉 Where does the Full Moon fall by house in your natal chart and what does it want to illuminate? Contact me now if you're interested in a personal reading to dive in deeper in to your lessons right now, I am happy to serve!
Wishing you a soft, gentle, insightful and empowering build up and full moon experience, brothers and sisters!
With much love, Katharina