Lockdown Insights // March 30th

Some of you may wonder why I have not posted sth in a while, especially as there is so much going on right now, also astrologically. I am feeling vulnerable to share this, but here's the truth. 

 

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I have been working on an article / multiple ones ever since the lockdown started. There is SO MUCH that wants to be shared, almost too much for me as a channel right now. And the creative process has become a pattern. Whenever I feel the Impulse to write and to reconnect with what I have channeled so far, I become insanely overwhelmed by the intensity that is happening and by trying to put these energies into words... which has always been my strength and now seems to be not working. I guess it has to do with wanting to serve you guys so desperately. And then I have to let go, breathe, sit down (preferably) in the grass and STOP. Meditate. Go inside. And, as a very driven, fiery woman, I am resisting the "not doing anything ... just being" mode. Yet, my intuition says that is what this "time-out" is all about right now. I can't go into reflection when I am in constant action. However constant reflection is also not healthy for my system, which needs action, to follow impulses...as long as I am doing so without any pressure or "have to's". Anything else is super exhausting right now, and I am not even sick. 

 

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Lessons I have learned so far:

 

  • DON'T FORCE ANYTHING

  • SURRENDER (embracing the feminine qualities more)

  • FOLLOW YOUR IMPULSES when it flows

  • STOP / take a break, WHEN IT DOES NOT FLOW ANYMORE

  • EMBRACE STILLNESS and meditate (especially when caught up in massive media consumption)

  • PRACTICE GRATITUDE for the essentials and the beauty of life

  • BE HUMBLE and have compassion. We are fucking privileged and many are struggling right now.

  • EMBRACE EMOTIONS AS THE COME. Be the vessel, let them run trough you. I am experiencing intense waves of grief right now, - old ways are dying, so are our identifications with them. FEELING the feelings is crucial and cleansing ! 

  • NATURE IS NURTURE

  • LET THE EARTH MOTHER CATCH YOU WHEN YOU FALL, GROUND YOURSELF BAREFOOT WHENEVER YOU CAN

  • NOURISH YOUR BODY the best way you can. What does truly nourish you, besides clean food? HINT: It might be things that you loved as a child as well. For me it is singing, dancing, playing the ukulele... being wild and playful. Reconnect with your inner child. Nourish it. Reconnect with the way, a child sees the world. With the eyes of love, joy and wonder.

  • OBSERVE YOUR BELIEFS 1: when it comes to "simply being" for example: "I am only worth something when I am productive" or "Doing nothing is being lazy, and I judge lazy people" - how deeply rooted is the so called "Leistungsgesellschaft" within you and do these beliefs still serve you in a healthy way?

  • OBSERVE YOUR BELIEFS 2: when it comes to being productive and serving with your gifts and wisdom - for example "what I have to give is not worth giving" or "who am I to change anything in the world" .... where do you still feel small, when you have an entire universe of infinite potential within you, waiting to be accessed? Feel into that... feel into your POWER, instead of complaining about those in power. 

  • NOTICE how you might use WORK or even simply "DOING" as a DISTRACTION FROM DISCOMFORT (certain feelings, emotions that want to rise to the surface, death processes, letting go of "old ways", opening up for change)

  • FEEL INTO THE DISCOMFORT, and if you're not ready for that, observe yourself. Notice how you might be distracting yourself even further, maybe by escaping into other worlds by extensively using alcohol, weed, consuming media, Netflix or other things that push you away from the here and now, into another world 

  • INTEGRATE RITUALS INTO YOUR DAILY LIFE

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So, lovely beings - my articles are in the pipeline - they just need more time (or not? maybe tonight I have an impulse to write again?) as I am receiving so much information right now - "downloads" so to speak - that I need to integrate first.

I just want to leave that with you, share my truth with you, even if it took some courage and overcoming resistance! And I am wondering how you guys are doing / being? Are you also struggling with wanting to be productive, but somehow it tires you out immediately? 

Much love from lockdown, 

Katharina